Lonliness

The worst feeling a being could ever have is lonliness. I must admit I often drift off into my own world at times due to my lonliness. I have made myself a slave of being lonesome and have fallen victim to the dirty tricks the mind can play on one. I swallow my pride at times and eat the words I'm told, and when I'm alone is where my mind begins boggling and racing with thoughts. I feel emotions of anger, hate, sadness, guilt, and that's where depression starts to hit. My lonliness has led to my depression and I want to work it out alone. I don't need help I can do this, and that's where I'm wrong. Lonliness can push those we most adore away and can even destroy a person. I can't begin to explain how painfull it is, because of all the things that hold me down I'm forced to deal with them alone. I got myself into the mess let me get myself out! I can't I need your help I need you to pick me up from this whole so deep I feel I might never get out. No hope is left, no stregnth to keep going. I wanna give up and let it all finally control me! I'm lost, the darkness has me blinded, I need you now more than ever but I don't know how to ask you for help. So cold, afraid, and lonesome is how I felt.